Woke up this morning not feeling good (I feel fine now that I am up
moving around). Jello and I have talked for several years of getting
yearly portraits done. We mean well, but either due to money, time or
just not getting around to it we put it off.
This
morning I woke up upset that we hadn't started it already years ago.
Don't get me wrong, not a single regret with what Jello is doing, rather
just a regret I didn't record more before the transition I guess.
I
sat up for a few minutes with that regret, then I felt another wave of
being bad/regretful that I even had those feelings in the first place. I
am happy in my marriage and with my husband (and I was happy with it
when I woke up and felt bad about the past, not about the current
situaiton). I guess I am just maudlin this morning.
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